I remember the day I fell for him, it hit me slap bang in the gut, he said he had fallen for another girl and that maybe she was the one, he turned from my ‘brother’ that knew absolutly everything about me to the one I loved most in the world, and inside my head I was just screaming that I could be the one, if you gave me such a chance to be, but he didnt and he fell in love with her, and later when she dumped him I shouldnt have been there, i should have ran as far away from him as I could for hurting me so much, but just like I had been for 5 years before, I was there, because I couldnt let him hurt, as much as I wanted to, I never wanted someone to hurt as much as he had hurt me, I left my boyfriend at the time to try and heal him, get him through what seemed the darkest point in his life, and the horrible thing was that it didnt bother me that I had to leave my boyfriend, I would have done it a million times over for him. he told me later that his friend had said that ‘the one’ was right under his nose all the time, and noone who didnt love and worship the ground he walked on would have stayed like I did, so he fell for me, or so he says, but I cant quite stop thinking that maybe, if she was still here, I would still be second best, and my heart will still be squashed, and I would forever remain waiting for him to come back to me, some say its coincidence and some say its fate that he came back, but you never know do you, life is strange and you will never be able to desipher it, as much as you’d love to..2 months ago
Sometims I wonder how I’ve lasted 7 months, without killing myself or him, or just leaving us to fizzle out and fade which we so obviously need.. But loves a funny thing I suppose, it makes you stick with the things that make you wish you didn’t have to.. But you still stay and accept was less than you should do..3 months ago
I love the way you enjoy the little things in life..
I love the way you look at me as if I’m the most perfect creation..
I love the way you smile..
I love the way you laugh..
I love the way your hair falls to the left side of your face..
I love the way you suck your cheek in when you get sad..
I love the way you love me, even when I make you mad..
I love the way you protect me..
I love the way you miss me..
I love the way you make me feel safe..
I love the way your eyes water when the light been on too long..
I love the way you kiss my nose..
I love the way you twiddle your hair..
I love the way you give me mini kisses..
I love the way you accept my past..
I love you way you tell your mum i’m beautiful..
I love the way you fight for me..
I love the way you let me be crazy and mad..
I love the way your eyelids fall 3 times before you fall asleep..
I love the way you go into your own little world..
I love the way you look at me when I wake up in the morning..
I love the way you wiggle your nose just before you sneeze..
I love the way your hand fits perfectly in mine..
I love the way you get excited when what you say rhymes..
I love the way you giggle and be cheeky..
I love the way you love my smile..
I love the way you take the best from life..
I love the way you rub my tummy to make it better..
I love the way you smell..
I love the way you make me feel..
I love the way you move my hair out of my eyes..
I love the way you always tell me I’m beautiful..
I love the way you let me do what I want..
I love the way you love your socks..
I love the way you always want a sharp knife..
I love the way you accept me for me..
I love the way your eyes sparkle in the sun..
I love the way you don’t care what people think..
I love the way you turn in your sleep..
I love the way you would do anything for me..
I love the way you have lots of milk in your tea..
I love the way you jiffle and never sit still..
I love the way your voice gets higher when you get excited..
I love the way you hiccup when you eat too fast..
I love the way you worry about everything..
I love the way you comfort me..
I love the way you snuggle with me..
I love the way you lay your head in my hands..
I love the way you grind your teeth when your stressed..
I love the way I can tell you anything, no matter what..
I love the way you do stuff, even when I tell you not too..
I love the way you’re so caring..
I love the way you trust me..
I love the way you smile, even though you have no reason to..
I love the way you’re not afraid to cry..
I love the way you look at the clouds on a clear day..
I love the way you like to lay on my chest..
I love the way you need persuading to do near enough anything..
I love the way children look at you..
I love the way I don’t want to miss a thing you do..
I love the way you get so frustrated with football..
I love the way your hair is crazy when you wake up..
I love the way I love you, even when I hate you..
I love you, entirely..3 months ago
Come and whisper sweet nothing’s into my ear…3 months ago
This one I had with his guy called Michael, he was such an embarrassment to go out with it actually makes me feel ill when I think about it haha! Major learning curve that was!5 months ago
"You cannot solve a problem with the same mind that created it."
— Albert Einstein5 months ago
Anonymous asked: whens the last time you made love?
Um, the last time i was with my boyfriend.7 months ago
As you grow up you learn that the one person that was never suppose to let us down probably will. You’ll have your heart broken & you’ll break others hearts. You’ll fight with your bestfriend or maybe even fall inlove with them. & you’ll forget the time flying by. Life comes with no gaurentees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you, & tell someone off. Speak out, be sincear, & say with convincion, & never forget where you came from, because it’s a long way home.8 months ago
I’m leaving Wales now, and it feels like I’m leaving you, and its fucking horrible..10 months ago
so ive been sitting in this hotel, staring at the main road out of the window for atleast 40 minutes now just watching the cars go by and how quickly people get on with their life, and then theres little old me, no idea what i want from life but doing nothing about it. ” youre never again gunna be as young as you are this very second” freaks me absolutly ridgid, why do you get so long to be old but seldom anytime to be young? but it wont scare me enough to do anything about it, it never does, so ill just return to my dreary, unsatisfied, forever waiting life, and watch people run along theirs in the fast lane, because time, life, whatever you want to call, it stops for absolutly no man.10 months ago
Really looking forward to Wales tomorrow for the weekend, and then Wales again monday with college :D10 months ago